"“Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.”
#feeling like shit
I have never been bugged like they way the little things you do bug me. Maybe it’s the shit you have done to me, maybe it’s the fear I have about losing you. I honestly don’t know. But anything makes me scared or gets me to crying I’m tired of it. I just feel like you love me because I been here through the tough times and promised to stay even if you become the person you swear you’ll become. Maybe I’m not strong enough to hold the spot I hold with you, maybe someone else deserves it. Maybe your not into me looks wise as you are with every other girl that attracts you. Who knows… I just feel like I’ll never be me again because of everything you did to me or called me. It really just teared me completely inside.
The “little” things you say make me so mad because inside I haven’t healed from all the things that you did or said to me from before.